Eeeek, yay! & You're not being childish, you're happy so that matters most. (:
I hope you update soon, I wanna hear what he's like. But if you like him, then
I'm placing my bet that he's quite a sweetheart. <3

You're gorgeous girlie (: I completely agree with you, thank god it's Friday tomorrow,
I really need some rest and an actual good nights sleep. Awe, i hope school gets much
better for you soon, you can move to my school the people here are super nice. (: I
wish. i missed you so freaking much, I'm so happy you're updating, it makes my day<3

I've missed you so much, holy shit. You're simply gorgeous, as always! I'm happy you got a job, I should probably get one. Extra money for clothes and such wouldn't hurt. Ahh lucky you! I would want access to a gym and tanning salon for free. That's amazing. :D Tucker was never worth your while, it's good you've finally realized it's best not to let him get to you. I hate assholes like him, I just want to hit them with a baseball bat or something, ugh. :| I'm ready for Christmas Break as well, not because I hate school, but just because I really want to have a good rest. I hope you and Alex figure out where you stand soon, and maybe you can talk to him about trying harder to not get into the stuff he gets into. It's good that the surgery went well... except for the doctor, wtf. Have fun in NYC though it's still a while till you go. I hope you update soon again! <3

omfg, you're so prettyy. <3 you always have the best pictures, i'm so jealous. lol. :] i'm glad things are going well for you. that new job sounds pretty rad. :D hahaha, it's okay, i'm lazy too. i walk around my neighborhood and take hikes with my mom a lot, but that's pretty much only what i do for exercise. xD ickk, school. i'm ready for christmas break too, lol. i'm glad you're not letting tucker get to you, you definately don't deserve to get hurt again...boys are so stupid. gah. D: ouch! surgery! i'm glad it went okay though, and you're not as sore now...your new room sounds cute. :] ahh, you've been so busy lately, lol. i wish my life was that eventful. hahaha. xD but it sounds like it's been going good though. hope all is well !

&&awe, thankyou so much<333 :D yeah, i was surprised when i found it. ususally dresses don't fit me too well because i'm so flat. xD and even though it was originally a sleeveless one it ended up fitting me perfectly. gotta love consignment stores~ <3 :] hahaha...i've been pretty good lately. busy with school again. i have to make another update on here soon. xD how have things been with you lately?

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

hey

sorry to hear about your surgery, but I'm glad you're better

It's Meli, new diary. My mom read myold one (MissMelissa37201)

awe. /: i was just looking at your diary yesterday,
wondering where you had disappeared too.
i'm really sorry that things have been rough for you.
i hope everything gets better a-sap . .
and everything goes good with your surgery.

i love you darling<3
please come back soon.

aw.

i hope you feel better soon; emotionally and physically.

=]

I'm only getting my AA, but yes I'm excited

Ugh, the a**h*** doesn't even realize that he gets on people's nerves he hasn't even met [like me]. I would wanna have a go at him if I went to your school, he needs some serious help. It sucks you're stuck with him, maybe second semester will be easier since he won't be in any of your classes? And I'm sorry about your friends, apparently they're no better than him. They shouldn't listen to sh*t a friends ex tells them, don't they see something wrong in this picture? But it's good you're sticking to the class, and not backing down because he's not that strong over you. :/ I'm sure you'll meet decent people in your classes that you can really rely on, that would be the best. But even if you're starting fresh just because it's necessary, it's still good. I can't wait for the year to start here so that I meet some new people, although I'm pretty nervous. You'll do good though, I know it. Things will fall into their places soon enough. :] I love the picture, as always. Hope this week will be muchMUCH better, love you. <3

Gorgeous pictures. I love your sunglasses. I want them.
Oh dear. I'm sorry school's been bad already. That's so horrible.
You don't deserve it at all. Oh god ! He's in your class.
I also hope that you two won't get stuck together for an assignment.
I'd feel so awkward, having him sit directly behind me.
Ahh. Just be strong. Don't let him get the best of you again.
f***. You don't deserve how those girls are treating you either.
He told them to stop talking to you? Wtf? Some friends they are.
I wish I had some good advice for you. I'm sorry you fought with Alex too.
I really, really hope that things get better for you and next week's better.

<3

You're so tanned, and pretty. Plus your step brother's cute.
Oh god. That sucks that you go back to school tomorrow. I hope it goes well.
Awe. I'm glad that you got to see Alex, and your mom didn't find out.
Hopefully your mom will understand eventually, and she'll let you see him.
He sounds like a really good guy. And I know what you mean,
Promises don't mean anything anymore, after they've been broken.
I wish I had more girl friends too, but my town's the same way unfortunately.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

hey im Emily.
Ive been reading a few of your entires
and you seem like you have a really interesting life.
Tucker sounds like a complete jerk and any girl desearves
to be treated with respect.
Hopefully your mom lets you see Alex soon.
I kind of know how that feels.
My parents (especially my Dad), shelter/protect me way to much.
My school starts the 18th.
Im not near ready. =[

-tinkerbelle2744

It puts me over the edge too, when they pretend nothing happend and
everything's fine. I told my mom that too, and she was just like
"Whatever, I'm not apologizing." Awe, and thanks love. I don't know
why I look so tanned. Only my back/chest area is tanned. You
look gorgeous in your picture too. I love your eyes. Ugh. My mom
treats me like I'm five too. I hope she'll understand, and let you see
him soon. I hate sneaking around too, but sometimes it has to be
done. Holy crap. You start school so early. I don't start until
September. But you probably get out in May sometime, right? I
need some new clothes for school. But I have to wait for the last
week of August and then I'm gonna hit up Toronto. I need a
job too. There's so much I want to buy. I hope you find a job or the
money you need.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

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Awe haha, I'm glad you like them. :] And don't worry, if I am put in front of two pretty necklaces and one is 5 dollars and the other is 10, I'll take the 5 dollar one. ;] I'm pretty cheap too, usually. Parents are sometimes really over protective, so I guess your mom is probably just scared for you to get hurt again. I'm sure she was scared when you found out about Tucker and you were really upset and didn't eat. So I'm only imagining that she's probably just keeping you safe, love. But I really hope she elts you see him, because it's not fair. :/ I know it'll work out in the end though, one way or another. Ahh yeah, I'm getting mine pierced with a needle since I don't want it done with a gun where there's a risk of my ear shattering from the impact. I'm sure it's just a pinch, so if you ever decide to get it pierced, I doubt you should be scared. Once I get mine done I'll let you know if it hurt. :] I will deff. have fun at the cottage, thanks. <3

First of all, before I forget to say it, you're seriously gorgeous. I want your hair, and your eyes, and ahh. [: I love the necklace, it's cute. If I had a boyfriend and he did that to me with my best friend, I would not talk to either of them. I guess I would just ignore my friend completely, and tucker is such a f***er. Hah, change the letter and you get a whole new word. You're not crazy for wanting to get back with him, honestly, you two had a lot of memories and it's not the easiest to let it go. :/ I hate him for making you feel this way, and that he's the cause of all the weight loss. Okay, WTF why are people asking you that, it's only obvious that you don't want to talk about it. Tucker screwed up big time, he lost such a gorgeous, smart, nice girl. You don't deserve that, and he doesn't deserve you, not one bit. If you ever need to let something out I'm here. [: I'm so sorry your mom is being all wierd about Alex, there's no reason for her not to trust you with him. Maybe she's scared that the same thing will happen to you with him as with Tucker? But that would be silly, you can deal with all that stuff on your own. From what I read Alex is such a sweetheart and you two are cute together. I hope your mom gets over herself soon so that you and Alex can go out. :/ The whole situation is ridiculous. Thank you for your comment, it made me smile. :] I hope you feel better soon, keep your chin up, things will get better. <3

Awe, just from reading your entries I can tell that you like being around
him. I just wish your mom would understand that. Some guys are
ridiculous. Like, I don't do anything to make Brandon not trust me. Yet
he freaks out, if I miss a call because I'm in the shower, or I just
don't hear the phone. Plus Brandon always has these dirty whores either
calling, or texting him, saying they want to be with him, etc. And I'm
expected to trust him? Ugh. I don't even know anymore. Guys suck.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Awe, thanks love. I think that if you want to live with your dad, and
you're capable of doing that, then go for it. You could always go
live with your mom again if you change your mind? Don't feel
ridiculous love, I felt the same way with Brandon. I couldn't picture
myself with anyone else and I just wanted to forget everything we
ever did together. Things will get better for you though doll. I
know it's not easy right now, but believe it or not, things will get
much easier. I hope Alex does come up to your dad's sometime. I
think that would help you get some stuff of your mind. And things
have been decent with me. Brandon's being really irritating today. Or
maybe it's just the mood I'm in, who knows?

<3

Gorgeous picture. You are way too pretty. Care to share with me? I've
been worried about you, since you hadn't updated in awhile. But I'm
glad you did. [: I wouldn't speak to them either. People like them don't
deserve you in their life. I know how you're feeling love (well minus
the cheating part.) I went through all of this when Brandon and I broke
up, all the weight loss, everything. And if you ever need someone to
talk to, just leave me a comment. I know it's hard, but Tucker doesn't
deserve you at all. He had a smart, beautiful girl who really cared
about him, and he threw that away. You deserve much better. I run
away from my problems too, sometimes it's just the best thing you can
do. I can't believe your mom won't let you see Alex. From what I've
read she doesn't even have a reason. She just needs to accept that
Alex makes you happy, and she can't take that away from you. I hope
she'll understand that soon. Things will get better love.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

hope things get better <3

it sux having overbearing parents...I would know. But things don't suck forever. The guy who cheated on you is a f***ing bastard, but u shudn't worry about that, and instead focus on the future. Good luck

f***ing bastard, I would beat the sh*t out of him for you. I'm sorry you had to find out right now, because now you're hurt all over again, if you found out right away you'd be in a way over it. I'm sorry he's such an ass, and your friend should have at least said something about it. Honesty is brutual, but it's better than a f***ing lie. She would have been half decent if she let you know, but no. Ugh, this is horrible. I really hope things look up for you soon. ]: Hugs*

that sucks. sorry bout that..but he's obviously a$$, & shes not a true friend.

you deserve better. take care.

-peyton.<3

He's such a jerk.
Ugh I don't know what to say to you
But I hope this makes you feel better

Oh my gosh love ! I'm so sorry that you had to find all of
this out. I can't believe this at all. With your best
friend, of all people ?! What a selfish a**h***. And no
offense, but she's not any better. I'm sorry you're feeling
so bad. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

You are so friggan gorgeous. The second picture's my favourite. I'm sorry that your mom
still won't let you see Alex. I hope she understands you soon and then she'll let you
see him. I'm in a pissy/bitchy mood too. Ugh. Feel better. [:

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

That would make me mad too. My mom's done that to me before too. Before Brandon and
I got back together again, she basically told me I wasn't allowed to see him. It made me
so angry because she had no idea how I felt. But that's so true. It just makes it all worth it
in the end. Ahah. We could show up on his doorstep together and beat his ass. I don't
get guys either. I just don't understand why they think they can treat us like that or talk to
us in that way. I love rearranging my room too. It takes awhile to get used to sometimes
though. Awe, and thank-you so much. But don't be jealous. I'm jealous of you. [:

<3

You're gorgeous bby. [: Awe. I'm so sorry about what your mom's saying. She has no
right to say that at all because obviously she doesn't know what he's like now. I
wish things could be easy too. I hope you're feeling better soon love. I get colds too
many times a year too. Ugh. It f***ing sucks. I don't know if you'll like this song but it's
called I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. Or something like that.

<3

dangg that stinks bout ur mom sayin datt =(

and ur so effing pretty!!!!!!

I seem to feel like this a lot. I cry so much, it's not normal at all. But I'm feel much, much
better now, thank-you love. [:

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

aww, sounds like you had a fantastic time.

you should definitely put a picture of him up soon...

[amlentz]

Awe thank-you love. Honestly, I'm bawling right now. I guess it's just one of those
days where everything makes you cry. I'm so glad you had a good time with
Alex. Nothing wrong with making out if he's an amazing kisser. I hope everything
works out for you love.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Yayayayayayay!!!
I wanna see a pic of him!

Awe, this guy sounds like a total sweetheart. I hope everything goes good today and
it's not awkward or anything. [: I'm glad you stuck to your word about Tucker. You
deserve better than him, much better. You're gorgeousss.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Glad you had a good 4th, I never actually do anything for it aha. :] Alex sounds sweet. And
I don't think you'll know if you like him or his words until you give him some time to hang out
with you more so you get to know him better. He sounds adorable though, it's nice to have
someone to hang out with after a break-up. Ugh, it sucks Tucker is still trying to get to you,
he's a downright ass for cheating on you. Have fun with Alex though, and at the lunch get
together. BTW You're gorgeouss!, much love. xx

Hahaha Mmmm Charlie the Unicorn.

Your pic is very pretty<33 arghh I'm very jealous. Isolation isn't so bad. Atleast you are away from drama. And actually have like, thinking time.

I went to New York City yesterday for the like the first time in years haha. I bet your birthday will be fabulous.

Ahh, summer makes me lazy, but I sitll try to get out more. You're
so lucky for going to the island, the pictures in the previous entry are
awesome. You;re a stunner, seriously.

Have fun in NYC although it'll be a while before you actually go. I always
wanted to go, but we never got around to going. So someday... Also,
mani's and pedi's are pretty rad, I got mine done for grad. And it's still
on so that's great.

Hope you get the job. :]

haha oops? something happened?

i ment to say i think its cool ur going to new york.
what are planning on doing!?
I think for my 16 ill fly out to italy..i have people there lol

that picture is reaaly pretty. did you take it yourself?
ha, my birthdays in november tooo! (:
but ill be 15

and i

that picture is reaaly pretty. did you take it yourself?
ha, my birthdays in november tooo! (:
but ill be 15

and i

Your still so pretty it hurts. Lol.

Ugh. I feel your pain. Airport delays suck and Im about to imbark on a 13 hour flight. :( Funfun.

As for the guy dilemma.....up to you. I don't evevn know where Im at right now and my best friend is confused too. Lol. Good luck.

[xprincessxrenax]

This is a radd 22nd entry :D

OMG you are so pretty. D: I'm hella jealous. Especially of your eyes.

And 4 guys after you? Jeez, pimp.

You should just probably trick them all into going into a bus and then go on a date with them one by one. Like that show Next. That's totally what I would do.

But seriously, for me, I think the brother's friend is out, that could be a mess.

i likeee youuu (: alott. you have a lot going for you.
good for you, about Tucker. you did the right thing.
and btw, you are the prettiest girl i've seen in a long time.

trade faces, kay?

ugh. I just wanna get out of here as soon as possible.
my family is getting so ridiculous to live with.
plus I want more than they can offer me right now.
I'm not wishing my life away . . but I wish I was older.
because then there'd be more opportunities for me.
I think the thing I want the most is to be out of high school.
ahah and I agree. I don't know how they do it,
just start saying stuff like that at 2 am.
especially when there's small kids who live across the street.
so now everyone knows about the "ass f***ing in the shower."
and oh god ! mowing the lawn at 6? i'd shoot them.

love youu.<3

is that a pic of u??

its really pretty

it looks like miley cyrus and adrienne bailon combined

Breakups are hard but it needed to be done.  It's time to move on, as tough as that may be

 I think I have that eyeliner- it looks good!

I actually didn't have surgery.  It's undiagnosed abdominal pain.  My doctor think its something with my gallbladder but I've had like 6 tests and all came back negative.

next time i go shopping i will definitely have to look for that eyeliner.

your hair is unbelievably pretty, but i can believe it's hard to manage. my hair is wavy, and it gets curly if i put mousse in it while it's wet, but now that it's getting long it's starting to curl more.

anyways, thanks for the comment =]

wow, you're gorgeous.

what kind of eyeliner do you use?

and is your hair naturally curly? it's beautiful.

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